DearestGeorgie,

"I’m going to tell you what a demon once told me: It is okay to want your own happiness. It’s okay to care about yourself the most. It’s okay to do what’s healthy for YOU. When someone hits you, it’s okay to hit back and then ask them what the hell they expected. It’s okay. You are not obligated to sit there and smile and swallow every bit of shit everyone heaps on you. You are more than furniture, you’re more than window dressing, you’re not their shiny toy. You’re human, and you have the right to say “That was shitty of you”. You have a right to say “Let me feed that back to you; tell me, how does it taste?” You have a right to protest your own mistreatment and set boundaries for respectful interactions. The rest of the world doesn’t realize you have this right, and they will act offended and appalled when you exercise it, but it is yours."
SonneillonV (via fabulousbitch69)
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kevzguam: You are just so cute!!!! Thanks for posting your pics. ♥

Thank you so much, haha. & you’re welcome ?

2 days ago

Anonymous: "Wow" I've never seen someone so beautiful.

aw thank you. I’m flattered, really.

3 days ago

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"I did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. I did not like to be touched because I craved it too much. I wanted to be held very tight so I would not break. Even now, when people lean down to touch me, or hug me, or put a hand on my shoulder. I hold my breath. I turn my face. I want to cry."
Marya Hornbacher (via woudig)
(Source: bunny-gal, via georgieswritings)

Dear you,

dearestgeorgie:

This is me, writing to the future you. I want you to know that i’m scared. At this very moment, in this very chair - I am contemplating love and my tendency to let others in all too easily. I am thinking of you and trying to figure out how you made it past my walls. I am shaking at the thought that maybe you might have fucked me, and that maybe you are thinking of leaving.

I’m not sure how long we have been together, or if we’re at all together. I am thinking of how much I might have given myself to you. I’m hoping you already know that I have clung to you entirely and I have no intention of ever really letting go. I’m still unsure if I remain that frantic little girl who is afraid that everyone will hurt her. I hope that’s not you. In fact, I hope you are taking care of my future self. I hope you are kissing her every morning and before bed. I hope you dedicate some of your time to talking and spending time with her, as she does with you. I hope you are treasuring and protecting her like a dad who would die for his little princess. I hope you respect her more than she respects herself, because lord knows she needs someone like that in her life.

I hope you know that above all, she needs your support. If there is one thing she no longer needs, it’s to be brought down. Be her light, her guide, the hand to pull her out of the darkness. I want you to know that wherever you are, whenever you are, and whoever you are .. If it’s you she has her eyes set on. If it’s you that she finally gave her heart to. I need you to know that being with her won’t be easy. So promise me you will try. You will be her best friend, her shoulder, her shelter, her home. She will need you in times of sorrow and desperation. Love and take care of her.

Be a promising man. Intellectually stimulate her and always bud her with a challenge. Have fun. Pray together. Be a humble man, and have faith that she’s doing the same. Be her strength when she is weak.

Lastly, never go a day without telling her that you love her. Treat everyday like it is the last time you will ever hold, see, smell, touch, feel, and embrace her. Engrave it in her so that way if that day ever comes, you won’t have to say anything - she’ll already know.

"When you told me about losing your virginity
do you know I wanted to be there
to shake you and say, ‘Wait dammit
wait for me.’"
Derrick Brown, Unsent (via whale-bone)
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